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Friday, October 08, 2010
sometimes, i outsmart myself.
i turn simple things full of complications because life just don't fancy you in a simple way.
but tonight i realised that things are far more complicated.
and these gives me a heartbreak.
i literary breakdown because i used to think i am the smartest in handling it.
but i was wrong. i think things should go this way but not that way because i somehow a variable manipulator.
just because you can manipulate the situation but you somehow ignores who is also controlling you.
i always think that i am winner. but i am not yet, a loser tonight. close to become a loser ( i won't say i lose no matter how,or even apologize :P ). however, i am tough.
and i want a tamagotchi so badly.
if you think i am dumb, get yourself a reality check, you're nobody to judge me.
just a random picture, i thought it would be boring if the post is just merely my vain philosophy about life. btw, these desserts from Jogoya not edible at all. better than posting my self indulgent photos right?
and i wish i could ban those bitches who flooded my cbox. they are like spiders!! seriously, you think putting a link that redirect me to your picture flashing your boobies would turn me on. I love ASIAN girls. Big tits are not my "cup" of "cup".
now,i am facing dilemmas because I can't judge who are my readers who actually left me supportive messages. unlike those fake bitchee girls and geeky people telling how much they appreciate my sharing in this blog. did my helplessly himbo blog post inspires you to flash out boobies! tell me personally! SARA or whatever la.
till then, bye!
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