tough
Tuesday, September 07, 2010
oh dear,
thanks for backstabbing all this while. I never really count how many people hated me but I know who loves me most.
I don't talk much with strangers because I am very insecure of myself.
Everything. that doesn't mean that I am conceited.
life is not easy.
it is not like i can move the mountains.
I am also a normal human being.
I am a tough bitch. no worries.
when I look into my life in serene.
I think I am a well behaved child in the family, an imperfect but loyal friend, I don't smoke but I drink ( a lil because I get drunk easily) and I am tough.
i am sensitive but recently, i tried to just treat it as smoke. that it will fade.
being single makes me feel so wretched without someone to talk with. I know I have "FLAL"
but I feel less vulnerable when I tell stuff with strangers that doesn't know much about my background. that they won't be too biased or one-sided when giving me advices.
life recently has intrigued me to achieve the impossible.
they said smoking can destress.
maybe i should take a puff ...
and I hate living in my own shadow.
i hope one day you will understand.
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