Shameless
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Hey, what a day! Went to gym today.Getting skinnier after the final exam.Sleep till afternoon.Skipping meals. Drawing deeper dark circles from the sleep deprived.What a life!
Called my best buddy tonight. Something to ponder about...I haven't call her for a long time.She told me how much she miss using vulgar language with me. She has been restricted. Poor girl.
She told me how much I have changed and literary I haven't felt much changes in me except that my social networks are branching well.
Somehow I felt shameless tonight. I wrote something in Facebook that has caused misunderstood between my relationship and my hometown friends. I said , I think I have been replaced from the circle of friendship ever since I left the town. You guys don't want me anymore... Hey,don't blame me for writing something like that! I was repulsed by the haggard changes ! I was so deceived by something bad that go in my way.What would you feel when the gang that you used to hang out with and there are new members and you have not been informed about?
Frankly,it felt like chugging old wine into your throat. Gosh, those sharp taste!
I know I am childish for causing all these problem.
I frightened the newcomers as well. They felt sorry I guess. I used to despise you but I learn to forgive and forget. I apologized for all the childish act.
Shameless!!
Enough whining like a nanny! Let's move on!
shit,there are still lotsa stuff to move to my new room!
Alex,please come back!
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