Gloomy me
Friday, June 22, 2007
I am gloomy .Although the weather is hot.
I still feel cold.
I missed my precious moments with my friends today in the Sport Complex cause I didn't have a chance to go. I am so ill that I can't move from the bed. Headache keep crushing the core of my brain. Agh! It hurts...and it got me traumatized and comma for 5 hours.
I woke up at 1.00pm sharp.
This moment let me think of my friends.
Now.
My relationship with my friends are just like a LIBRA.
Trying hard to balance both.
New friends and Old Friends.
Sorry to my friends,I am referring to friends who give sparks and light to my life.
Now I feel like I am abandoning them. I missed every moment like watching movie and hanging out with them. Well, I know I've literary change by words of god but now my heart to you guys.
I still wanna be with you guys.
...oh no.I gone speechless.I don't know what to say.But just.Keep the passion in this friendship, okay?
To my new bunch of friends, I love you guys.
Okay, I don't know what to say.
I hope my simple prayers will help me.
Under all this circumstances.
Dear god, thanks for everything that you give me in my life. It's wonderful...too wonderful. Especially the brothers and sisters you sent to me. It's too wonderful till I am overjoyed. I feel like I've forgotten my old friends who has been giving to much joyful moments in my life. I know that they are feeling bad about my changes on them. I hope father lord can open their hearts toward this problem and lead my way to a better relationship with my friends. Please give me wisdom and faith in keeping my passion and my true love to this relationship.Please always keep them with you. Protect them and care them.I believe in miracles that you made. I had the second one already and I know I'm greedy to ask for the third one. But hope you can grant my wish.I hope this simple prayers will deliver my message to you,my god.In Jesus name I pray.
Amen.
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