Sweet Rapture
Sunday, October 31, 2010
October is a heartbreaking month. Not much from what people called it.Merrymaking and sweet coppered autumn joy of chugging lager beer during the Octoberfest . It is more like a month being sober and putting myself into couple of sullen silence throughout the nights. Hate the solitude but couldn't get rid of it even I have bunch of angels who are always here to cheer me up.
The sky is vast,the clouds are heavy but I can't always be gloomy and telling everyone my emo shits,right? The right person came into my life on October 5th.Somehow I am not freeze into loneliness,anymore. To accompany me till here afterall there are some disallow matter. Thank you to have faithfully and sincerely helped me during troubled times.
Captured through the lens of my humble mobile phone and camera.
I showed my slutty side.which I think was very gay.
but if life is about taking into account what people said. there will be no more ferosh designer bags and high fashion jackets tomorrow.
During tragedy times, cute and expensive stuff will cheer you up a bit.
But not for long...
best found in October.
Cheapest deal at uni this month.
Free 1 sushi roll and 1 inari for 100th customers and all sushi rolls and inari selling at Rm1-Rm3 only.
Sweetness in the dumplings.
Thank you,Cindy.
Random but afraid not a constipated picture.
Despite of the rumours floating around,our love blossom into beautiful petals.
Thank you for listening and worrying all my emotional piece all the time. To be frank, I am also your faithful listener because you are the only friend that I spend most of my time with.
Will always tease you, be there for you and cheer you up because you are our
老婆！
"朋友 姐妹 都已不够 来形容,我们的默契骄傲 扶持与包容,
老婆 老婆!
我们一起打勾勾 请记得约定的旅程到永久 "
till then, hope that November is a smooth sailing month.
October is a play.Full of drama and I have to put on a strong act because scripts of life were inconceivable .
comment?
savouring freedom
Saturday, October 30, 2010
That night was exciting. You turned the morose night to a delightful Sunday.
Frolicked with your choice of songs played in the car that wake up the aged memories that have been buried since my life has changed these much. Great friend, indeed.
I miss it.
"thank you"
comment?
30-10
This my current wallpaper. I actually made it. I don't know but it gives me energy. heh.
Well, I have put this since last month. Finds it embarrassing when I use my laptop in the lecture hall. When all the lights are dimmed and everyone behind me could see it.
So, before I go out from my house,I will double check.
Last time, I had Girl's Generation as my wallpaper. I didn't realised and I heard girls whispering behind me.
Used to have a camwhore picture of me too. It was the most embarrasing moment. EVER.
It is a collage ( somemore ),with different shots taken.
Till then, You are so cute.
comment?
Facebook Quitter
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Today, I stood in front of my Safari browser.
Realized that there is not much I can do without Facebook.
( I tweet but I do not get replies or comments on every tweet,right?)
I quitted last 2 days.
basically I realised how important Facebook plays a part of our life.
Place where friends connect to each other.More on bunch of superficials who collect good looking friends in their sky rocketing friendlist and seeking attention as remedies to make yourself feel belonged. Not to mention, a few minor grips...
like, trawling friends of friends' pages for hours to discover who she/he hook up with.
and I have no interest on how promptly people did they harvest on their crops in Farmville and baking life. Lastly, people who I don't want to know a bit keep appearing on news feed.
also find it lacklustre that everyone is fitting themselves into the stereotype of being someone.
basically,I got really irritated when someone plagiarized. Photos and all. Imagine, even your "status" is plagiarized. I always tell this in my heart,
"in a million chances,if there is such coincidence, we must be fate! let's get married."
Please, people,be creative.don't fall into group of people with identity crisis.
Anyway,there are always two ends of an orbit.
I enjoy Facebook most of the time.I'll be back because I have no where to share my camwhore photos (HAHAHA). It is not that I don't have my own stand but it is a trend.I am consumed.
but at this moment,I don't want Facebook to chewing into my time that I should spend on studying. If you can't bring yourself to do what I did, you should try living without it for 3 days.
You'll find that you did a lot of useful things,at the end of the week.
Do not get offended but "For godsake, go out and step on dog poo-Ah, it feels so real!!"
comment?
Stood still
1 Down,3 to go.
I have the same feeling on my every attempts on finals since my first year in Monash
basically, I will lose marks on every paper because I know nothing about the question.
I find my batch unlucky because we're always given the chance to explore new questions and found that past year papers are 10 times easier. WHYYYY!
Seriously,this happened so many times! Except for some easy papers.
But no joke, second year papers are no doodling with simple accounting.
Wondering what's coming soon...
I didn't screw my Company Reporting today but I think I can do better.
F*ck past year and revisions paper. Didn't help much.
comment?
SNSD Hoot !
Monday, October 25, 2010
SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT!
Girl's Generation 2010 new single - HOOT is out
Personally,I like their concept. The Charlie angel's concept are so posh! Love it!
SNSD ( Girl's Generation ) - Hoot mp3 download link
credits: ihoneyjoo
Prepare for trouble.
The girl's concept picture.
comment?
unattended
Friday, October 15, 2010
If you are not feeling the same way, you don't want to read these emo shits.
I am warning you...
这是同情不是感情
All you do is just giving me sympathy not love.
让你过一天我的心情
I hope one day you could to be me. To understand how I feel.
是多么不公平
It is unfair,right?
可是我始终还不够聪明
I am still doing not good enough to win your heart.
为何付出的心都得不到回应
Whatever I have done, the long wait ,everything . You can't even feel it.
一切努力都是零
Everything I did, were merely vain efforts.
comment?
I'm only lonely
Last 2 days I was a dead fish,
and I got myself drown into the ocean of emo songs.
Almost every sad and emotional ballads occupied every seconds of my life.
itunes at home and shuffle when I was outside.
but tonight, I AM
我喜歡 (不，我愛)
comment?
Taxi rips of my wallet
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
DAD n' MOM, I WANT A CAR IN KL.
I DON'T CARE!
( spoiled brat )
No point getting a new car in SDK, no one is gonna drive em!
I WANT IT HEREEEE!
comment?
semester 1 finale
Monday, October 11, 2010
Muka Minta Puji, is trying to find his innocence last night by having Yan Yan sticks.
Final Exam. toughest semester.
Hope I can pass all papers with good marks for my CGPA.
there is no any God-Damn excuses available
that you're allowed to wear sleep-wears to the university.
because, everyone will be camping in the library. So, dress to impress.
comment?
"gugu :3"
Saturday, October 09, 2010
Hello, this is muka demand is a 'GUGU' boy.
(Disclaimer: Gugu is not the male genital. It is a word that I exuberantly came out for my ACT CUTE buddies. Till now , I am still unsure whether it is a verb or noun. Just see how I use in my caption and we decide later,ok? )
On my trip to Melaka, stopped by this Satay Celup restaurant. It was 1 year ago since I first tasted Satay Celup. They have the gugu-est satay celup in Melaka!
Please don't say I gugu because I picked the sausages.
It is not ordinary sausages . PORK ok! ( with cheese somemore )
Omggggg, abalone, tiger prawns and canned clams.
gugu :3
The tables behind us were very gugu chiao because they are totally jealous because we have abalone,clams and big prawns. And we were charged for these at normal price! 80 cents per stick!
( Note: you need to request from those kakak , and act cute )
Big prawn and gugu prawns.
Alex was very gugu that night and he ended up with all sort of gugu poses.
Tried to change the way he poses his hand,bad habit!
I really hate it because Alex is always getting the biggest prawn and clams!
GUGU MAX!
In the end, I conclude that gugu ( besides acting cute) can be used to describe anger,excitement and all sorts of emotions la.
but for me,it still serves as the purpose of acting cute.
" 你很 gugu! " 囧~
" 你很 gugu! " 囧~
till then, gugu :3
comment?
+J
Friday, October 08, 2010
getting a little crazy with my sis.
Just be who you are. Do not let critical judgment makes you lose your own identity.
If you feel you are the most confident in your loud outfit. Just wear it proud.
To those who are disgusted ( who wears like a loser ), Maybe you need a steer clear of what's life.You only have one life.let your strong libertinism down .
I am so inspired by what I wrote but in reality,I have no courage.It is not easy because life is controlled by all these conventional thoughts.
comment?
cocaine
sometimes, i outsmart myself.
i turn simple things full of complications because life just don't fancy you in a simple way.
but tonight i realised that things are far more complicated.
and these gives me a heartbreak.
i literary breakdown because i used to think i am the smartest in handling it.
but i was wrong. i think things should go this way but not that way because i somehow a variable manipulator.
just because you can manipulate the situation but you somehow ignores who is also controlling you.
i always think that i am winner. but i am not yet, a loser tonight. close to become a loser ( i won't say i lose no matter how,or even apologize :P ). however, i am tough.
and i want a tamagotchi so badly.
if you think i am dumb, get yourself a reality check, you're nobody to judge me.
just a random picture, i thought it would be boring if the post is just merely my vain philosophy about life. btw, these desserts from Jogoya not edible at all. better than posting my self indulgent photos right?
and i wish i could ban those bitches who flooded my cbox. they are like spiders!! seriously, you think putting a link that redirect me to your picture flashing your boobies would turn me on. I love ASIAN girls. Big tits are not my "cup" of "cup".
now,i am facing dilemmas because I can't judge who are my readers who actually left me supportive messages. unlike those fake bitchee girls and geeky people telling how much they appreciate my sharing in this blog. did my helplessly himbo blog post inspires you to flash out boobies! tell me personally! SARA or whatever la.
till then, bye!
comment?
hot headed theo...
Thursday, October 07, 2010
no caption filler. my tweetdeck are illuminated by my anger this evening.
i don't need mental patient talks from anyone because all your efforts are vain attempts
comment?
KTV heroes
Sunday, October 03, 2010
Was given the opportunity to enjoy singing K on the seashore.
YES! Melaka has it! It is "Jetty". If you need directions, just ask anyone in Melaka.
Was really excited about it because...at first I thought we would be singing inside a boat.
But I am a bit disappointed because it looks like any regular K-BOX..just that it is on the sea reinforced with buttress pillars.
but what's so cool about it, you can take a buggy ride to the KBOX because it is freaking big.
It takes almost 15 minutes to reach the KBOX.
Freda and I set the theme for that night.
We sang emo songs because we are desperate singles of that night.
I know, the blue shirt is back again. At least I've change my hairstyle for this shirt to make it looking less like the previous photos.I have not been wearing it for any camwhore session already.
F*cking give face already,ok?
For those who loves it and wants to own one, it is from Zara.To haters, you could be either too fat, extremely thin, totally unfit or just can't carry basics looking 'fetch'. I am sorry, OPZ!
comment?
addicts
Friday, October 01, 2010
before I made myself a laughing stock. again. because I might be coloring my hair soon.
I shall shamelessly post up pictures of me with my best-camwhore mates with my red hair ( with black roots) . currently, my hair color is black.
so good that blue makes red to be less obvious in all the pictures!
Last one, with a smile!
comment?
ice-city meltdown
Known as I-city. which at first I mistaken it as ICE CITY. It went beyond my expectations and contributes to a mouthful of expletives after we found that this city garners more heat ( from the lights) to stimulate the sweat glands rather than chilling us!!!
Yes, it is so fucking hot.
It was the worst choice of clothing I wore that night.Knitted sweated, with hoodies. FML
and guess what.we went for steamboat that night.
it was Freda's 20th Birthday, so, even I hate it,I have to put in a surreptitious manner.
Oh,how I wish I can run shirtless in this city of lights but I was aware that we're warned by the security in the park from the act of recklessness in handling the lights. Reindeers which is created to fit for the purpose of being a standalone deco in the park. WAS ABUSED by our friend, Alex! HAHAHA! He was almost getting his crotch landed on the reindeer's back and we heard a cacophonous whistle from our back. The security yelled at him " OI, TINGGI VOLTAN TU! , JANGAN MAIN MAIN! "
Funny to the max.
We laughed and without noticing ,our lungs and stomach muscles overworked and we began to sweat like pigs.
Photos taken that night turned out really bad. So, it is almost impossible to take photos without flash because those lights are ornament light bulbs, prepare for the worst because of the low light. But we're totally photogenic [ and good-looking people] because we can pull out at least 1-2 nice photos even though we're using 'harsh' flashes for our pics.
we left after 30 minutes since everyone was looking for vicinity to cool down.
Besides the sweats and sticky fringe, everything was perfect!
Freda is happy!
comment?