Flashed out
Friday, August 28, 2009
Sometimes,in the dark,there is hope
Why am I still suffering in the dire pressure to get better connection since the connection is far better than the other people living in the same condo?
I got pretty sulked when I had broken link sometimes when I download stuff.
Did I tell you that I am feeling very homely these days when it comes to dinner. Ah, I discovered that mix rice sold in the restaurant in my condo is quite good. It tastes like mama's cooking!
I already ate for 2 days in a row. Ever since the traumatic experience having to stay 3 nights in the hospital due to food poisoning. I have restricted myself not to eat in that restaurant anymore. Well, seems like I have committed the crime of having food that I banned since the day I was hospitalized. Well, I was in the state of denial because the food is really good. I mean, seriously better than the ala carte. I amended on my statement and you can trust me!
Go and have a try! Mix rice never tastes so good in KL. Do not mention about Rock Cafe's mix food. I saw flies on it and people coughed when they were choosing their food.
The whole month is full of ups and downs. Life is like a rollarcoaster.
Have been meeting people that wrote poetry and picnic at the cemetery during their dark phase, some that I suggested them to see a psychiatrist because of excessive jealousy and loneliness slowly engulfing their life, Sorry, We don't miss you either! , some broke down because of failure in an exam , some totally had no idea what they did doesn't hurt me at all but they deserve losing what they had before ( at least I won't feel guilty losing you ) and some totally out of grip of their blind entourage in recklessness arising from despair to get a blind date.
So, I vomited out my words.So you owned them if you felt the same way.
But then, hatred and endless ranting MUST come to an end. Smile everyone.
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