Thanks to Freda. I wouldn't found dead in starvation.

Since last week,I've always feel like breathing fire. I am such a hypocrite.

First the school magazine, embarrassing me over 1000 students. Putting something totally untrue and at odds with my suit. I said I am ok but I do feel offended with it.
Hey, you are my best friend.Where is your conscience?
I know you guys are playful but there is always a limit for it ok?
I don't mind if you turned me into a clown in front of you but not in the public, ok?


The first drawback is almost hurtful to mention


Secondly, I had enough with your insult.
Not every girl is as materialistic as you girls,ok? . Money is not really a big matter in a relationship.Are you going to blindly marry someone who you don't love but for cash? Do you personally feel good when someone tell you " You are poor, you won't get a girlfriend.They won't like you! "
You even said this in public.What is the matter with you?
Oh my goodness, dude, you are my friend!


Oh next,What a strategical insult...
Your dinner tonight cost a friendship valuable trust!
You told me that you guys are just playing. Well, do you think after all these consequences ,I will still be hippy fun to be mocked again and again? I felt utterly dismayed!
Everyone agree. I don't want to advocate about it anymore.
I hope you didn't sms me at all! Hope you devour in guilt and your gluttony end up with grimace among us.


I don't know what to do.Should I cry or what....
I never felt so terrible in all the days I had so far in this place.


I am just letting out that I am hurt.