Paris touched by GOD
Thursday, June 28, 2007

"I feel like God does make everything happen for a reason," she said. "And it gave me, you know, a time-out in life just to really find out what is important and what I want to do, figure out who I am."

It's like a real situation that I am facing in the past.
So do her.


Lusty and seductive Picture took before the jail.

Paris Hilton says jail changed her life

Paris Hilton told CNN's Larry King she would never again drink and drive and that her time in jail was "a time-out in life."

In her first televised interview since leaving jail, a demure Hilton said Wednesday that even though she's an Aquarius and "we're social people," her time behind bars taught her "there's a lot more important things in life" than partying.

"I'm frankly sick of it," Hilton said, with loose, re-blonded locks and camera-ready makeup. "I've been going out for a long time now. Yeah, it's fun, but it's not going to be the mainstay of my life anymore."

She said her incarceration was "a very traumatic experience" that inspired a "journey" of self-discovery that she intends to continue. The world will see a new Paris Hilton, she said.

"I'm glad it happened in a way because it's changed my life forever," she said in the pre-taped, hour-long interview. "I feel stronger than ever and, I don't know, I feel like this is a lesson in disguise."

The hotel heiress spent about 23 days in custody before she was sprung Tuesday. Hilton passed the time, she said, considering "what was important and what I want to do."

Among those plans? Using her fame to bring attention to social causes rather than the newest Hollywood nightspot.

"I feel like being in the spotlight, I have a platform where I can raise awareness for so many great causes and just do so much with this instead of superficial things like going out," she said. "I want to help raise money for kids and for breast cancer and multiple sclerosis."

Hilton said a big misconception about her is that she lives off her family's money.

"I completely disagree with that," she said. "I work very hard. I run a business. I've had a book on The New York Times best-sellers list. I'm on the fifth season of my TV show. I did an album. I do movies."

The media has exaggerated her party-girl image, she said, telling King twice she's never taken drugs and does not have a drinking problem.

"I'm not really into it," Hilton said of drinking.

Asked why she never tried to correct inaccurate reports of partying and drug use, Hilton said, "I'm telling you right now so I put a stop to it."

Alone in her cell for 23 hours a day, Hilton devoted herself to reading, writing and thinking. She said she made plans to help her fellow inmates and imagined ways to be "a more responsible role model."

"I feel like God does make everything happen for a reason," she said. "And it gave me, you know, a time-out in life just to really find out what is important and what I want to do, figure out who I am."

Go girl! You are free!

Educated in Roman Catholic schools, Hilton said she's "always been religious" and "always had a sense of spirituality but even more so after being in jail."

She bought a Bible from the jail commissary and read it daily, she said. Asked to name her favorite passage, she smiled and looked away.

"I don't have a favorite,like " she said.

At various points during the interview, Hilton read excerpts from her jailtime journals, beginning each passage with a heavy sigh. She wrote about being at a crossroads, characterizing it as "neither a downfall nor a failure, but a new beginning," and about her "compassion for those I left behind at the prison."

"I want to help set up a place where these women can get themselves back on their feet," she read. "I know I can make a difference and hopefully stop this vicious circle of these people going in and out of jail."

Hilton said she suffers from claustrophobia and attention deficit disorder, for which she takes medication. She said sheriff's officials released her to home confinement after just three days because of claustrophobia and anxiety and panic attacks.

After a judge ordered her back to jail, Hilton said she coped by meditating and reading letters from fans. But she still had nightmares of "someone trying to break into my cell and hurt me."

"Just the whole idea of being in jail is really scary," she said. "I hate to be alone so that was really just hard for me in the beginning."

When asked about the party crowd she hangs with, including Britney Spears, Lindsay Lohan and her reality TV co-star Nicole Richie, Hilton said "everybody makes mistakes."

"I think it's hard for anyone when you're in the spotlight so much," she said. "It's overwhelming for any young girl, but I've handled it well."

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New Paris.Still HOT

Many wonders came from your mind. Can this be true or just an imaginary stuff spelled by Paris or might it be a tentatively changes on her?

Well, I don't know. I hope not.

But one thing I have to be adamant on it.

I believe god is doing his work on every single life.

I love her more!

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Mood Swings...
Wednesday, June 27, 2007


credits:potato!prod.

Your mom will let you skip your tuition classes today....Certainly.
Cause mom will not gonna let you miss this event!
Anyone interested be sure to join it okay?

Back to the main topic.

Mood swings again.

Seems like everyone is having this probs.*so do LOWENA.

I am going to faint soon.

Catch me, guys.

Things that will make you look not so cool/hot

Having test from 6.50a.m until 1.20p.m with only 5 minutes break.

Yeah, curse the EXCEL test given by the government.

Getting to work for your parent after the tiring test from 2.30p.m until 6.30p.m

Hell yeah. This is HELL.

Well, not to forget.

Social problems in my life are just like

Bombarding bullets from a M-16.

Life is HARD.

Pathetic me.

Lowena. We still ROX ,ok?

Although both of us are in the same condition.

We're still HOT.

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Mood Swings NO more!
Saturday, June 23, 2007
oh yeah! My wishes granted!

NO more mood swings
NO more fatigues
NO more depressions
NO more anxiety

Well, I am so not in PMS mode today.
It's a bright and shiny me today.
Thou the weather was sulky today.

I get well along with my friends again.
We talked a lot.
Our pets, love and understanding our reproductive organs (-_-`)
Okay, so cool. Just an hour ago.Our biology class students were discussing about the new chapter we're entering in our Biology.
We learnt a lot about the 'thing'
and all girls in our class detest to give birth!
Vanessa,Head banging yee, Amanda, Grace,cheryl and DADA.
I'm here to wish you guys good luck!




Cam whored pic during the Sports Day

Well, I went for haircut today. I waited one and a half hour until my turn and I've read all the magazine stacked on the table beside me. I am bored till death and this came to my mind.

Why lie?

I've been asking to myself although I am new in the Christian family . Devils everywhere. Yes, I lie sometimes. But why! Perhaps...

To always be right
To be in control?

To look good and be loved

To avoid conflicts

To be guilt free

To protect others feelings

To protect our own interests

To escape from blame

To make ourselves seems mysterious

To enjoy the power-rush!


It's just some of my reference. It's okay to lie sometimes coz lying is so addictive!
It's tempting!
It's alluring!

Well, don't lie okay? Promise?
LOLZ!




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Gloomy me
Friday, June 22, 2007
I am gloomy .
Although the weather is hot.
I still feel cold.

I missed my precious moments with my friends today in the Sport Complex cause I didn't have a chance to go. I am so ill that I can't move from the bed. Headache keep crushing the core of my brain. Agh! It hurts...and it got me traumatized and comma for 5 hours.

I woke up at 1.00pm sharp.
This moment let me think of my friends.
Now.
My relationship with my friends are just like a LIBRA.
Trying hard to balance both.
New friends and Old Friends.

Sorry to my friends,I am referring to friends who give sparks and light to my life.
Now I feel like I am abandoning them. I missed every moment like watching movie and hanging out with them. Well, I know I've literary change by words of god but now my heart to you guys.
I still wanna be with you guys.
...oh no.I gone speechless.I don't know what to say.But just.Keep the passion in this friendship, okay?

To my new bunch of friends, I love you guys.
Okay, I don't know what to say.

I hope my simple prayers will help me.
Under all this circumstances.

Dear god, thanks for everything that you give me in my life. It's wonderful...too wonderful. Especially the brothers and sisters you sent to me. It's too wonderful till I am overjoyed. I feel like I've forgotten my old friends who has been giving to much joyful moments in my life. I know that they are feeling bad about my changes on them. I hope father lord can open their hearts toward this problem and lead my way to a better relationship with my friends. Please give me wisdom and faith in keeping my passion and my true love to this relationship.Please always keep them with you. Protect them and care them.I believe in miracles that you made. I had the second one already and I know I'm greedy to ask for the third one. But hope you can grant my wish.I hope this simple prayers will deliver my message to you,my god.In Jesus name I pray.
Amen.

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Not a lie
Saturday, June 16, 2007


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Cheers
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Cheers! Last Saturday was super fun.

We had some kind of gatherings together. It's okay for some who missed the gatherings. It's not an official one by the way.

We had lotsa fun! Well, this time I'll let the pictures replace the spaces left for this post.



Sometimes, we just can't control our appetite. Isn't it?

Well, while we were waiting for the rest to arrive. Bin and Leng Kai was nagging about their problem sitting beside the crowd outside. They feel like everyone was glancing at them.So they did this...very creative.



and something
happened



this auntie really have problem reading the ads.
But.this is SO COOL!



Get hooked!

"Irreplaceable-Beyonce" is played...









After getting ourself bloated with the pizza we went to Whimsey to have some exercise.
It's a big crowd there and we are having lotsa fun and we had some drama scenes too!

It's hot out there...so we tend to get some cool air in WATSON...

Align Center

and we got ourselves recorded by the spy cam. We're flaring HOT



....WHimsey....



Hot?, I mean "NOT"















SO much sweat and yes, money released in Whimsey, we went to ENCORE to soot our throat with high pitch vocals KaraoKE!



Well,time flies so do money, our last destination...
7 HEAVEN



Well, we don't feel we are treated heavenly. But the money is.
We felt bored so we had a little fun by being more creative.
So we did ..



Well,they had some chocolate syrup ,tomato sauce, some pasta sauce,onions and yes,melted ice cream.The dessert that you'll never say no to!

and we come out with an idea of making it wicked fun



Well,must try! cause' the this dessert was featured on the "MAKAN" magazine.
So HOT!



I know you are asking.Why UMBRELLA?
Well, Bin just get injected by some Rihanna's tunes
and he's so addicted with
Rihanna's UMBRELLA
well,BIn is so gay.

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L.O.V.E god!
Saturday, June 09, 2007
It has been 5 days since my last post. Well, this week is marvelous. Hang out with lotsa friends.Swimming was cool and it's my first time to get myself in the pool.
And I am going to post a brief post on the next post.A brief post with lotsa dramatic scene pictures!

Apart from that, I made these!! Just to help god to spread his message! Well,it's nothing flattering la.

This is just the thumbnails,if it's not clear enough,
click on it!

It'll link ya' to a clearer view.



Pray/Tell.Jesus
*click me*



One Way
*click me*

Well,"One Way" is inspired by an artwork of my idol.Well,i forgot his name!
and I am thinking of having one of these artwork to be printed out on T-shirt.
Well, I heard my friend said "Wah, so oi ~?"




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Keep the "Lost",Praise the "Found"
Sunday, June 03, 2007
a Message to the "S.W.A.T" team and church pals...

"Thanks for the pamper.Thanks for not boycotting me when I'm in trouble. Thanks for the prayers. Although I am in the process of the hardship of my life, there will be all sort of attacks to stop me. I'll cope this matter and no one can stop me. Thanks brothers and sisters for the motivational words and prayers. Thanks lord for these wonderful people to be with me when I'm in trouble.May god bless them."

Just went to the church today. I arrived a bit late. I'm anxious if I missed something. But the anxiety has gone when I arrived at the church at 8.35 p.m.My arrival was warmly welcomed by the wonderful blessed children of god. All my sorrows and worries were kept aside. I enjoyed the period I had with them. Treasures every moments and listening every words of wisdom.

After that, I felt revitalized again! Ahhh, love this feeling! We went to have our lunch together at Ginza. So many hilarious things happened. It's like a big family where everyone cares each others. I'm so heavenly blessed. I am looking forward for the next Sunday! Hoping more to come!

Keep the "Lost", Praise the "Found"

P/S: Thanks Fiona for the book.
Hope it might help me in my life!
God Bless You.

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Still "Lost"
Saturday, June 02, 2007
I am lost again.So, lost.

I feel changes in me in these few days.

I become a more happier and easy come easy go person.

I am more being myself. I stop having the 7 sins in me.

No more hatred in me to my rivals and no more foul-mouthed me.

But,just like the game "One Way" that I had in the "Lost Camp". Holding on the rope that leads to the god. You are surrounded by devils and angels and a lot of turbulent and circumstances.

Just like what some of the S.W.A.T team in the "Lost Camp" told me. Once you accept Jesus.You'll face a lot of trouble making your spirit in believing Jesus become weaker.

I hate this kind of feelings. The new life has just begun and now there are so many interruptions. Trying to convince me. Trying to make me lose myself. Trying hard to weaken my spirit.

To be frank.My family is not happy with my decision of joining the church. They are afraid that I am a Christian .They warned me not. I lied them. Hope god will forgive me. I'm a sinner. I lied them. And I don't know how long this lie will cover the truth. I know one day.They'll know it.
I don't care. It's my choice. It's me. But they are my parents....

One day, I hope god can open their heart.Now, I just want everyone who read this blog to keep your mouth crossed. I don't want them to know anything about this. Please! My mind are tangled now. I'll solve this problem by myself. Let it be me,the one to solve this tangled piece of mind. Let it be me to solve it.I know one day.I'll solve the tangled knot.Place it nice.And let it be smooth.So, Please.... Just keep it alone. Just for yourself.Okay?

Don't ever call or meet my parent.Trying to convince them or whatever. I don't want you guys to be the victims. Just let me.Face this problem. Promise me. Take this promise as your respect to me. I beg you guys.

I will not make anyone disappointed since the day I start to believe Jesus.
So, everyone.Pray hard for me.
I'll pray hard to god. Nothing can stop my passion in my beliefs.

To anyone who is reading this piece of post....God Bless You.

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"Lost" camp.
Friday, June 01, 2007
“Lost” is not just a camp. It’s a camp where god embraces us with his words.”


It will be a long long post....

On 28th of May, I have mixed feelings on going to the “Lost” camp. So do Rachel. First thing, I feel so alienated. The atmosphere was different with the school camp which I joined previously. I am exposed to different people. Strangers we named them. Firstly, I wasn’t feeling good as I am not in the same group with Rachel and Jefferd. Well, I did neglect to join at the time but lastly, I changed my decision. I am looked forward to this camp. Just put your lens on the positive sides! This was what I told to myself.

Get into the van. Engine started and there were no turning backs! I reached the Sepilok Jungle resort. Entered the hall and it was odd. Seems like me, Rachel and Jefferd were not mixing the group behind us. Even worst when I found that I am living in the room who I am again, alienated. I looked at the list. Who are they?!

Same thing happens when I am in the U.K group. Shuk Hang, Zhao Fung , Fiona, Clement, Li Shuan , David were fresh to me. Jacqueline and Tan Boon Kiat were the only people I know. Yes, god knows and god is always there to tie knot among us. In a flash, I get closed with them when we’re thinking of the shout out and flag. Love em. They are sweet and really friendly.

Had our Orientation and Mini Olympic. Everyone worked their best. Night Falls, “Xwave and Message” filled the boring atmosphere. Message form Mr.Yong let me have a deep look in myself for being a materialistic person. Then, we sang along. I did try my best to sing. It’s my first time letting my voice out on worship/gospel songs.


On day 2, had our Devotion. I had my first embrace on the HOLY BIBLE.

Had group photo today. It’s fun! It’s like a big family.

Then we had “Upgrade Urself’ which were motivational workshops.

Yay, we are having our Theme Park today! It’s going to be wet! Cause it was raining. *Cheers with the angels*~ Same, we had our “Xwave and Message”.Everyone was busy with their performance for “ Chang Ho 1 Chang” tonight. I’m not performing as I had sore throat. Thrilled and amazed with their performance. Love em! Group from China ROX! Tonight, something different in my room. It was no longer boring and lonely. No more blues. Jesus opened our hearts. All of us chat. Roommates from other room came in and greet with me. More people in my friend list again! Victor,Brandon,Sylvester,Peow Yee,Kee Ken,Jimmy,ah fah,bin,nyiap,hien and more! Not to forget Loise!


Day 3 was an extravagance! After the devotion, had our “ Praise and Worship” and the last session of “Upgrade Yourself”. Next was, “ONE WAY!” Beforehand, we did grasp our brain cells thinking on the drama performance tonight for Talent’s Night. We came out with lotsa cool ideas. Thanks for Elbert for working on my drama play. Had lotsa practices and got better every time we practice. In “ONE WAY”, all of us were blindfolded and with a pair of hands and a heart to walk the path of god. Each members will have one hand on the rope and another one on our team members shoulder. Leader will lead the path for us. It was a toughest thing to do as we can’t see and there were tons of circumstances and problems facing. The unknown voices calling us and nasty flour, cooking oil, greasy ‘Kaya’, cow milk and water splashed over us. One motivational word came out on every one mouth.. Keep Holding On!. Keep holding on, cause you gonna make it through. This verse of lyrics came out in my mind……

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
there’s nothing you can say, nothing you can do
there's no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through.

All of us know. It’s you. The rope we are holding.



Tonight, “Xwave” get all of us high! Jumping high, soaring our hands high above and singing out loud worshiping songs as not the thing to be missed. All of us were happy and overjoyed. When it came to the “Message” by Pastor Yong about life and death with the anticipation of the song “Change My Heart, Oh God”. Pastor’s every words were analyzed and lastly, tears bombarded out both. Heart and Eyes feel the touch and embrace of god. In my mind, the images of Jesus were flying. I’ve been lost for so long. Pastor asked us to closed our eyes and visualized on our past and on Jesus. Asking us to put our hands up if we felt blessed by Jesus. Deep, deep , deeper and lastly I gotta put away the feeling of embarrassment and I soared my hands up into the sky to accept Jesus in my live. Opening the sealed door in my heart to invite Jesus. Tonight, I am a Christian after the prayer is spelled. I am reborn tonight. All my past sins are forgiven. I’ll never know how much it cost, to see my sins upon the cross. Here I am to say that you’re my god.

30th May 2007 is the day!

Tonight, we had our drama show. It was successful. African Mun Bin ROX! Thanks for all the support for making this wonderful. Then, all of us keep chatting. Lotsa people came to me and congratulated me. Crystal said “Welcome to the big family!” Thanks to Kevin too for the conversations and Eyen for being supportive and a big big big thank to Pastor Yong for the meaningful message. God Bless you! Thanks to Fung Ling for spending time chatting with us till midnight.


On day 4.Devotion time again! This verse banged on my heart.

“When someone becomes a Christian, he becomes a brand new person inside.He is not the same anymore. A new life has begun”

2 Corinthians 5:17


Last day in the camp was the teary moments when all of us sang “
朋友” with Pastor Yong. We hugged each other and giving big handshake for the farewell. Cameras’ flash never stops flashing as every one of us took lotsa pictures for memory. From this camp, I made a very minor comparison on every one look compare on the first day. Every one looks more mature and happy.Besides,I am so amazed with the passion of the squad team in spreading the message of god.


“Lost” is not just a camp. It’s a camp where god embraces us with his words.”
Lost” is not just a camp, It’s a camp which get us back on the track which god made for us
“Lost” is not just a camp,It’s a camp which gives hope on the new day”
“Lost” is not just a camp.It’s a spiritual camp!”


Today is a brand new day! I thank god for forgiving all my sins and I’ll try my best to keep my soul clean and getting rid of sins.




















































P/s: nudge me in msn to get the pictures!
potato_chaos@hotmail.com

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